Tuesday, October 2, 2012

10-01-2012


Hello Fam! It was a pretty good week. We are still 
really struggling getting people to church 
which is pretty frustrating, but all is well! 
We are working hard and have some great 
people we are working with.. we just have to 
see if they´re willing to make a sacrifice 
to come to church, because if not they
really can´t progress. This week I would just like to share an entry from my journal. Saturday night we went to the General Relief Society 
Broadcast and it was really special! 
Here is what I wrote in my journal about 
the experience...  ¨ Last minute we went to the RS General 
Broadcast. I am so glad we went!! It was so 
great and special. Out of the whole stake 
there were only 11 of us there (including us 4 missionaries). For the 
intermediate hymn we sang ¨I Stand All Amazed¨. Usually watching General Conference 
and everything makes me sad because I feel 
like I should be there.. but this time was
different. As all of the choir and the women 
in the conference center stood and sang ¨Oh 
it is wonderful that He could care for me 
enough to die for me, oh it is wonderful,
wonderful to me¨, the 11 of us stood tall 
and proud, and sang in spanish
¨cuan asombro es que por amarme así 
muriera el por mi, cuan asombroso es, lo
que dió por mi¨. I couldn´t help but cry. 
Instead of missing being a part of that
great big group there in the states and 
feeling like distantly that´s where I 
belonged, I was a part of those 11 women 
representing my stake here in Formosa. 
They are my sisters. In that moment, I 
felt like THIS was my group. That THIS was 
my true home... where I belonged. I felt SO
much love for each one of those women and 
I felt very strongly the love that God has
for each one of them. For each one of those
women in that giant conference center, and
for each one in Utah, in the states, and in
all the tiny nooks and corners all of the 
world--including that small group of 11 
representing a weak and struggling but still-
fighting-strong stake in Formosa Capital, 
Formosa Argentina. President Eyring spoke 
afterward about why it´s so hard to lose
someone that you serve, because you just 
grow to love them SO much. I think about
leaving these people here... leaving 
Argentina, leaving my ´home´ to go ´home´.
I think when I go home, I won´t really 
know where my home is... because I think I am now more comfortable here. I know 
that at that point it will be right for me 
to be there, but half of my heart will 
always be here in Argentina. The thought 
of leaving these people who I have served 
and dedicated all of myself to seriously 
breaks my heart. The people I have given 
so much of my effort and my heart to... 
the people I have seen grow and change and 
progress so much. 
The people I have grown to love more than
I ever knew I could love. Just the thought 
of it brings me to tears. As much as I have 
struggled,as much as I have missed my family
and friends and loved ones there, missed my
old life and the ´real life´, as much as I 
have sometimes missed the world, or struggled 
putting my whole self into being here, I 
know that nothing will be able to compare 
with how much I will miss being HERE once I 
leave. Argentina has become my home. The 
people here have become my people, and I am 
a part of them.
I love this crazy country with all of my 
heart, and will forever be grateful for 
the opportunity to serve here.¨
 Thank you all for your love and support. 
Time is flying by way too fast but I guess
así es. I love you all so much!!! Make sure 
you all watch as much conference as possible
and go in with questions written down.. I 
promise you will receive answers to the 
things you need right now. LES QUIERO MUCHO!!!
-Hermana Hunt

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